my ears candy

this definately gives me the chills
hes soo hott
and i absolutely love love love this song
its like an orgasm to my ears
and my eyes cuz staring at taekyeon is wonderful
he is soo hott <33
i am in love all over again(;



hey baby boy (;
can i get cho numbuhh?!
ahhhh marry me <3

devastated

ughh i am sooo sad.. i feel stupid cuz im like sooo sad over my dog and i should get over it but its so hard.. i mean i really thought she was going to be with me for more then 8 years and i wouldve never guessed that she'd be gone while im in korea. i still haven't talked to my mom.. im so mad at her for making the decision of putting her to sleep without me... i honestly still belive that she couldve made it like she was find before i left and shes such a strong dog well at least in my eyes.. i mean how much can a dog do you know? but to me my dog was just so perfect! and thats why it breaks my heard even more. i still don't belive at all that shes dead.. i really hope this was like a really mean joke that my moms pulling on me.. i don't even feel like she was realy sick i think my mom did something to her well not kill her but she didn't like take good care of her so danbi became sick and my mom didn't really put that much effort into saving her or my mom like gave her away? ughh i don't know my mom never really liked my dog in the first place and she would always threaten to take her away from me and now hearing that shes reallly gone is getting me so confused and i still don't want to believe it.. ugh i hate that this is all happening while im in korea and the weird thing is that my mom wont even tell me the full detailed story on what happend to my dog which makes it even more fishy and annoying.. ughh my mom is so annoying and i miss my dog.. this is just breaking my heart all over again

:( :( :( :( :( she is so cute..

depressing

today is such a sad day.. im all the way in korea like millions of miles away from home and find out my one and only dog that ive had for 8 years has passed away.. she was my first and only dog and i loved her to death.. and the fact that i didnt even get to see her before she left really breaks my heart.. my mom told me she died three weeks ago and that she was really sick and in pain and so she had to put her to sleep but i don't belive it especially because before i left she was perfectly fine.. i wish i was there to see her and know how shes feeling but now i can't even do that cuz shes gone.. i have this anger towards my mom right now because she put my dog to sleep and didn't even tell me about it when its been 3 weeks now. my mom didnt even care about my dog she actually didnt even like her but danbi was my one and only dog and ughh im so sad that shes gone.. i wish i couldve seen her i wish she was still alive i wish she was with me and i definately wish i can hug her right now... i don't even know what im going to do when i get home.. i mean everytime i walk into my house she would come running to me wagging her little tail looking all happy and to have all of that gone so fast is so depressing.. i know we'll all eventually die but sometimes its just such bad timing.. i wish i couldve spent more time with my dog 8 years doesn't seem long enough, it seems like yesterday when she was the size of my hand waiting for me in that big brown box in my garage.. she was the cutest thing in the world.. especially for a chihuahua! she never barked and she listened to everything i said.. she was a fatty and loved food and me of course.. ughh i cried for hours but crying doesn't even do n e thing i hate that everybody i love passes away without me being able to see them..